In The Beginning...

I find myself here on BlogSpot which I almost swore to myself never to do, but alas, it seems I find myself here typing away. I'm not sure if this is just a spur of the moment thing that I'm wishing to do, or rather something I could get into. I guess I should tell you a little about myself.

I am 18 years of age as of December 12, 2009-- This is my graduating year, so I'm pretty excited. I play video games like there is no tomorrow and sometimes I believe that it takes a hold of me too much. I play in a band named The Primary, which has completely changed my life to be honest. I have been in a few bands before that were destined to fail from the start because all we were thinking about was becoming famous. That's not what it is about. Playing music that people will like and can relate to and seeing them happy and come to shows... playing music you love... playing it with people you come to know as a family. THAT is what it's about. Not the fame or fortune that could possibly come, it's about being with each other and doing something you love. I've been through many different stages in my life, from an emo stage where all I could see was the gloom in everything, to the times I would think I was big and bad. I have since come to be myself. I don't want a label. I don't want to be grouped by society. I want to be me. I'm a plain kid who is pretty boring. I do wear a lot of black because I like the color and hate to match clothes.. sooo solid black pretty much always matches. I have a quick temper at times, and other times I'm floating in air and walking on sunshine.

Right now, The Primary is about to go record some tunes in Dallas, so road-trip there, and hopefully play a show coming up soon. I have just about given up on World of Warcraft... yes I play the demonic game that imprisons souls and kills kittens. BUT I have just about given up. If I were to sit here and tell you about my day it would be something like this. "Wake up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy", get to school, do college classes, eat lunch, go to band practice, go home, study, sleep.

I think I will head to bed now. It's sounding very nice after a long day. Goodnight world. Safe travels.