It seems that I like to stay to myself a lot of times... Most of the time, I just need that period where all I hear is the keyboard clicking and music playing over it. I like that. It's serene. I don't have to put up with anything or anyone else that tend to push me too far, and for the past 3 days I have believed in myself and let whatever happen just happen. I'm happy.. I feel that this was the way I was molded. I was molded to live my life out for the time being, non-seriously and having fun. That's what most people will tell you at age 18, enjoy your life while you are young, and I intend to do that and let nothing get in my way. I have allowed many stumbling blocks, walls, and many other things get in my way. This won't happen anymore. I have some good friends.
I think waking up on the first day of spring break to be at school at 6:15am is ridiculous, but you know what? I'm doing something I love to do. I love acting. Theater Arts is one of my favorite pastimes. I get to be someone else for those few hours I'm on stage. I see things the way my character sees them. I get to lie to everyone watching. They believe I am my character. They believe I am in these situations. I get to be someone else. A fictional person. It's interesting...
I went to my school's track meet today and watched/cheered on one of my friends competing, and I realized how much I missed pole vaulting. I miss that stretch of 15 or 20 yards that you build up your speed until you vault into the air, turn upside down, and push over a bar 10 or 11 feet in the air. It's nice. I have that sense of flying for a bit.
I am ecstatic about recording... in about 39 more hours, I will be on my way. But between now and then, I have a long day ahead of me. I believe I will turn in early tonight. Goodnight World.
Yours Truly.
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